22 April 2014

Lonely- Akon

Somebody's there?...can somebody hear the voice, the sound of my heart..i think even i can't understand it but i hope i find a guy who can...

28 July 2013

i know that nobody hears what i say, but i can't stop talking, because i have no other one to talk to.

13 December 2012

destroyed heart

And without saying a single word I disappeared from his heart. Right now I wish I could say from me, that forgetting was that simple, but he's always with me in every thought and in every dream. And it does not stop, the desire grows, the more the reality disappears before my eyes. I do not know how long I can endure.





01 July 2012

ready?


Am I ready?
I look out the window. Should I do it?
Should I risk it?
Have I something to lose?
No.

Go on.
I open the door,
walk across the street.
Past many people.
On thick, thin, large,
small, happy and sad
People over.

I stop short.
Look back to the window.
Did I forget something?
No.

I keep walking.
Through narrow streets
and deserted streets.
The sun goes down.
Is it too late?
No.

Soon I'll be there.
Only 2 blocks away.
Am I ready?
No.

I see it.
I am there.
Rigidity into the deep, cold,
blue water.

Is it right?
No.
Will it hurt?
No.
Am I ready?

I jump ...

you thought the happiness begins but the desperation came...

First I was very balanced. I had phases, where I were very happy or very sad. But then the devotion came and I thought that anything must be better.But this promise disappointed me because right now I feel desperate and without the meaningful of life....


11 January 2012

Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri

And who do you think you are 
Running 'round leaving scars 
Collecting your jar of hearts 
And tearing love apart 
You're gonna catch a cold 
From the ice inside your soul 
So don't come back for me 


























Don't come back at all.....♥

24 October 2011

Can you take me to Wonderland...?


I’m not Snow White, but I’m lost inside this forest
I’m not Red Riding Hood, but I think the wolves have got me
Don’t watch those stilettos, I’m not, not Cinderella 
I don’t need a knight, so baby, take off all your armour
You be the Beast and I’ll be the Beauty-beauty
Who needs true love as long as you love me truly 
I want it all, but I want you more
Will you wake me up, boy, if I bite your poison apple
I don’t believe in fairytales (no no no)
I don’t believe in fairytales (no no no)
I don’t believe in fairytales, But I believe in you and me
Take me to Wonderland 
Take me to, take me to, take me to Wonderland 
Take me to, take me to, take me to Wonderland 
Take me to, take me to, take me to Wonderland 
Wonderland, Wonderland ... <3


29 August 2011

Bin ich bereit?

Ich blicke aus dem Fenster.Soll ich das wirklich machen?
Soll ich es wagen?
Habe ich etwas zu verlieren?
Nein.

Also los.
Ich öffne die Tür,
laufe über die Straße.
An vielen Menschen vorbei.
An dicken, dünnen, großen,
kleinen, fröhlichen und traurigen
Menschen vorbei

Ich bleibe kurz stehen.
Blicke zurück zum Fenster.
Habe ich etwas vergessen?
Nein.

Ich laufe weiter.
Durch enge Straßen
und verlassene Gassen.
Die Sonne geht unter.
Ist es zu spät?
Nein.

Bald bin ich da.
Noch 2 Straßen weiter.
Bin ich bereit?
Nein.

Ich sehe es.
Ich bin da.
Starre ins tiefe, kalte,
blaue Wasser.

Ist es richtig?
Nein.
Wird es wehtun?
Nein.
Bin ich bereit?

Ich springe...


28 August 2011

me

My life is crazy now.


I can't describe it.


It's so strange.♥











03 May 2011

Darkness

I go
She comes closer
I run
She is still there
I am hiding
But she find me
There it is finally. My goal.
But then I feel her on my face.
She caught me.
I feel her on my arms.
She is cold.
Now I can feel it everywhere.
For the last time I look in those beautiful eyes of this world.
Your Eyes.
Then she took me final
And everything is dark and cold. 



It's my own poem so I hope you like it. :)

13 February 2011

Nothing Without Her//Nelly

Grenade_Bruno Mars..♥

You..♥

I saw you in the city
You wasn't allone
You sat in the cinema with her together
What should i do
Why you musted go?

But we are together in my dreams
Dreams not always become true..♥

08 February 2011

Do you know?

Do you know...?

Do you know how I feel when I see this tears in your eyes?
 Do you know how I feel when I see the sun setting?
 No, because you don't know me.!

Do you know how I feel when I see you going away?
Do you know how I feel when I can't see you anymore?
No, because I can not find you.!

Do you know how i feel when I see you there?
Do you know how I feel when you dying there?
No, you don't know  because you are dead.


No, no, no
Is this really the end of this love?

No, no, no

Please don't go

No,No,No

Stand by me and hold me near

No,No,No

I don't wanna loose you here

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